I Was Wrong

We hooked up several times. Nothing really special ever happened. Just talking about random stuff and I always got bored too quickly so I always told her i had to leave. But still there was something about her that i loved and hated. I adored and I slagged off everytime we met. I Never kissed her, thought she wasn't special enough. Then one night she called me on the phone. She wanted to meet me and I had to be quick because there was something she had to show me. I left, got in my car and drove where I was meant to meet her. The stars were shining so bright that night. It somehow was so touching, the feeling that I had, while I was watching her walking up to me while I could barely see her, just what the moonlight revealed. We were standing on a hill, able to look over Santa Monica and the ocean. When she took my hand and dragged me towards the edge of that little terrace I was ready to let go and kiss her. I suddenly had such a craving to feel her close to me. She stopped and went behind me and said: This is the most special place I know and still its not as special as you are... And with these words she left and since then I have never seen her again.