Living In A Lie

Waking up to the already made breakfast, served with a little kiss loaded with love. Where would you wanna be in that moment? Right where you are? Or just somewhere far away from that painfull steadiness of an old rusty relationship? They had breakfast and they shared the morning glance of beautiful sun shine on the couch. The only place where she wanted to be was far away, far away form that same old security of their long relationship. She met her in dark. She took her to places where shes never been before. She let go. She dived into the secret feelings of a love affair. The only rule that she set for herself was that she will not look at her while she fucked her the way how she wanted to be fucked. Every second Saturday they went to that place where they made dreams become true. She had her eyes blindfolded while she expierienced the dark side of love. As always she went home and kissed her lover good night then she finally realised it was too late. Too late to apologise, too late to figure it out, too late to clear her head, too late to tell her she loved her but she couldnt. She was living a lie and didnt know what to do...