Love is just Overrated

Love. The weird feeling, the sensless obsession, the strange feeling in your stomach. you behave so idiotic, the way you would never behave if you were clear headed. Yes it does change the way you act and the way you think. Certainly you play it cool because you dont want to look like you are the one who you feel like you are right in that very moment. You stand at the bar because that is - no doubt - the best place to hide the way how you feel. I mean you can order the "in drinks" glance at the bartender, or just lean and look stunning. So, there you are now. With the girl you want to have. More than anything. But well, here comes the new problem. What do you say? You have to keep the conversation up, the atmosphere going, avoid the awkward silence - even tho there is music , its still not cool enough to just sing along so very not! - and still score with every charming smile you send her way. Sounds like an, oh so very easy task, but yeah you are right it neve works the way you expect it to work. Just simply because what you expect is never what you get and again just because love is so overrated and its not about having a good time but finding the love of your life. Why not just taking it all a bit slower and enjoy being alive?