Too Many Whys

Well we all know it. We all expirienced it once. We all are connected. If we like it or not is a different chapter. We hit it hardcore and we loved the taste of it. We connected if I may say it like that. It is soo long ago and still, I sometimes think back. Try to capture the last memories I got of that special time. That rare feeling. That rare touch. That rare voice and these rare eyes. and that only day when i walked aways because i couldnt take it anymore.
It is so funny when you think about it again. I left her because I couldnt handle it anymore. The tightness of our love was so overwhelming and yet so destroying. Why did I never called her back anymore even though I missed waking up next to her? Why did I avoid all the places we have been to? Why did i walk out on her when she gave me everything? Why do I sometimes still think of her? Why do I still feel her when I close my eyes?